I want it and I want it NOW!

There have been a staggering amount of changes in my life over the last several months. Sometimes I have wondered when I'm ever going to be in a "normal" space again. Whatever the new normal ends up being.

I'm not the most patient person in the world as anyone who knows me can attest to. However, I am trying. I want what I want and I want it NOW.



But anyone who has ever watched Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory knows where that attitude will get you. Straight into the bad garbage chute. I know I can't rebuild my life in a moment. But wouldn't it be nice if it were that easy.

Old thought: I want it and I want it now! And because I can't make it now, there must be something wrong with me.
New thought: There's nothing wrong with me. It takes time to rebuild a life.