The smaller my mental and emotional space became the larger I became physically. And the larger I became physically the less significant and worthy I felt. And the less significant and worthy I felt, the less I was. Because thought is reality.
So here I am. A single mother stripped down to the bare essentials financially and looking at a career change. with nothing. Slowly I'm rebuilding myself and that space is expanding. I'm pulling down walls and climbing up stairs.
Old thought:As an adult there are certain limits I have to accept.
New thought: There are no limits except those I place upon myself.
You have an amazing ability to adapt and reinvent yourself. I've seen you do it on more than one occasion. Not to mention you're one of the most intelligent people I know. So while you're building your confidence back up, just know that I have EVERY confidence that you will come out of this stronger and better than ever. Remember that everything takes time..allow yourself that time to adjust.
ReplyDeleteThank you. And you KNOW the sarcastic comment I'm holding in about the intelligence thing. But I will take the compliment gracefully and let you fill in the punchline about the people you know. Love you - and thanks for the info about timing for the D.
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