The Ugly Lowdown on Transformation

Transformation ican be slow and ugly. And I took a *little* break. You know, two-and-a-half years, give or take. In that time I have: - Moved cross country - Found and lost a job and found one again - Gained and lost 10 pounds about three times - Lost 17 pounds and still going - Released the rage I feel for my ex - Sunk lower than I had imagined before - both emotionally and financially - Discovered a well fear that I didn't know existed I've learned caution and fear. I've lost a joy of life that I didn't know I had until it was gone. Maybe I can find it again and start guiding my transformation again rather than let it take shape on its own.