Life has been crazy. It's a process. I've moved across country and it has been challenging to say the least to keep positive.
But I'll start again.
Old thought: Control. (ongoing issue). I have to have my plans work out in order. I need to plan and I need those plans to reach fruition to be able to be upbeat and have a measure of peace.
New thought: Roll with it. Make plans. If they don't work out, adjust.